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| Saturday, August 4th, 2007 | August 4th, 2007 | 5:03pm |
whoaaa
i forgot i had this hahaha does anyone use this anymore?!
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| Tuesday, January 9th, 2007 | January 9th, 2007 | 10:08am |
sometimes
you really need to take a good look at where you are, and who you are. and see if its really what you want. people are nothing.
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| Tuesday, November 21st, 2006 | November 21st, 2006 | 10:32am |
mm
life.. how interesting.
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| Thursday, October 12th, 2006 | October 12th, 2006 | 7:22am |
i want
to sit here and cry all day. asjklahksjlhdkjahdkahsjkhdasjkhdajkshdkj ashklajs;
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| Tuesday, October 10th, 2006 | October 10th, 2006 | 7:22am |
6 daysss
it's amazinggg. whoa.. i'm confused though i dont want to come back : ( i want to stay on vacation and hide away : ( with 2 people i care about :D ahahah minus andrea :( but she could come visit? bleh.. i want to stay there and hide : ( <3333
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| Thursday, October 5th, 2006 | October 5th, 2006 | 9:07am |
basically i feel
like shit.. bleh. i have no motivation for anything.. im so like.. jaded.
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| Friday, September 29th, 2006 | September 29th, 2006 | 7:23am |
mmm
today is even worse.. it just keeps building up eh? god.. this is so dumb safhskdlhkjsdf
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| Thursday, September 28th, 2006 | September 28th, 2006 | 10:55am |
today
is so depressing omfg..
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| Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | September 27th, 2006 | 7:23am |
life
im really tired of all the drama thats been going around. i thought maybe since i wasnt in high school really..or associated myself with people in hs. that itd kind of cool down. guess its just where ever you are in life. sucks a lot.. im excited to see mike. and go to fl with dezi. itll be amazing. so much fun. im afraid to go to work today i think theyre gonna fire me.. ughh. im over life. everything just seems to be going wrong.. if its not one thing its another. hopefully this trip will help to get me and dezi away from everything. ugh. have a good day people. ill be online again from 9-11. peace.<3
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| Monday, September 18th, 2006 | September 18th, 2006 | 1:06pm |
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| Friday, August 4th, 2006 | August 4th, 2006 | 8:33pm |
need to update a little
sicne last time my bf of 2 yrs.. has cheated on me more than once. i forgave him and forgav ehim and i dont think i can do it again. i went to fl it was fun but sad id ont know what kind of trip it was but im scared thats the last time ill ever see him. a lot of stuff has went wrong lately but i guess thats life. i miss my life i miss my love. i miss everything.
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| Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 | June 22nd, 2006 | 9:45am |
lately
i feel like theres no one to talk to anymore and its mostly my fault = \ cuz i dont talk to people or let them listen barely anyone knows the truth or whats going on right now.. im just scared that everyones gonna hate me : ( cuz its so wrong of me.. :( i love you guys<3
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June 22nd, 2006 | 9:42am |
adasdasd
She's a liar It comes to this All we had till now is gone And I'm the other Piece to this Everytime I feel this inside I don't wanna be the one who... Caught you So take cover Never saw it coming so you put me on again Had you and no other The game, the lie is getting old
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June 22nd, 2006 | 9:37am |
update.
so lets see finals today and tomorrow today i took a tech theatre one.. they changed it it was sooo hard but ill get an A anyways.. because i did a lot of work and stuff =D next i have english comp. no final..i dont even have to go but i want to make up a test i missed i need to make it up so i get out at 1150 tomorrow i get out at 930! cuz i dont have 4th im excited cuz im hangin out with someone that i shoudnt be = \ but hes my friend and we can still hang out we're going to the docks maybe someone else will come.. idk but yea! 930 hes making me : ( hes gonna be here after school.. and make me go there : ( its gonna be cold! ahhh. but yea on top of all that.. someones mad at me that really shouldnt be.. but w/e you can only do so much i guess i suppose i shouldnt be honest about my feelings? sorry. but i had to say something but yea! im going to florida i think asjdhaksjhdjk from the 16th to the 1st i think ogmogmogmgomgogmogm im excited i love you guys :) ill be home at 12ish have a good day everyone!! <3<3<3
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| Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 | June 21st, 2006 | 11:59am |
ah snap.
I'm leaving messages and voicemails Telling you I miss you Baby am I doing too much When I just wanna kiss you Tell me what's the issue Baby am I doing too much I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time And you know I'm looking fly trying to meet some other guys But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile I ain't felt this in a while, But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy
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June 21st, 2006 | 11:56am |
ahhh i cant
find agood lj layout i need one asdhasaklsd and i work today :'( but yea! bored!
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| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006 | June 20th, 2006 | 9:08am |
They
fucking said grade cutoff was wed now theyre saying today THEY CANT DO THAT wtf asdjfhakjsfhdkla im freaking out again asdfhkl
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June 20th, 2006 | 7:20am |
last night
was terrible i had the worst panic attack ever and ive never had one and i didnt know what to do and it was so scary and terrible : ( god. when i think about it it like starts up kind of not close to how bad it was before though ah :( Current Mood:  stressed
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| Monday, June 19th, 2006 | June 19th, 2006 | 11:12am |
update..ish
bleh basically i dont know what to do i dont know what i want blahblahblah im gay. basically..but yea and on top of a ll that i feel so weak : ( like my body is like ahhhh and it hurts and i feel like im gonna faint : ( and my arms wont stop shaking: ( and i dont know whats wrong ajklhalskjhdlkajshdklajsd its so frustratingg bleh and i also feel bad cuz im hurting people and im gay and i wish i wasnt and i dyed my hair reddish brown its okay dont like it too much ill take pics bleh need to do work!! <3<3
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| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 | June 15th, 2006 | 1:27pm |
man
you really realize who your friends are after things. thanks everyone who was there, for being there for me through this. and thank you dezi, for yelling at me. hahaha k thanks bye
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June 15th, 2006 | 12:31pm |
i hate myself
more than anyone can imagine. now i look at myself and i see nothing : (
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| Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 | June 7th, 2006 | 12:41pm |
i have
HHADNOSLEPTJOSHDJKLASD had no sleep.. forever and im dying from sleep..non...ness.. hahahahahahahahaha and its my faukt and i work til tues god i could kill right now. hahahahaha <3
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| Thursday, June 1st, 2006 | June 1st, 2006 | 1:16pm |
im wearing a sweatshirt and sweats its fucking hott. :( <3
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| Wednesday, May 31st, 2006 | May 31st, 2006 | 11:29am |
OMFG
i really..like..wish he'd die. im so pissed omfg asdkhaskjhdaklshdk you have no idea i really wish he was like.. asdjkashdjklasd he isnt human how could you do something like that what an asshole god ajkshdajkshdklasdasda Current Mood:  intimidated
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May 31st, 2006 | 9:07am |
so im with mike again ...yea i know shutup but the good news hes coming asdkhaslhdaksljda sdajkshdjklashdjkahsdjasjkasd july 18-27asdashdasdk asdaklshdkljasd YAYYYY i get sex. jkkkkkkkkkkkk i get a kiss hahah :) im excited! and i love him :) Current Mood:  ecstatic |
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